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Posted by Sarah Lynne at 11:51 PM 4 comments
WAIT!
This can't happen...
not now!
My life was mapped out,
scripted,
edited and revised
and in it's final draft.
I knew the whole story, and it had a happy ending.
In another lifetime of mine
long ago
this would have been a wonderful twist of fate,
a fabulous plot,
but
not now.
My head is spinning
and if the words on the pages keep rearranging themselves
I may never recapture the meaning.
But of course
I am not the Author
even though I sometimes wish I was,
and all of this desperate erasing and hurried scribbling of mine won't do much good.
The blueprints have already been sketched out
by somebody much wiser than me.
The only element I control is the main character,and I wonder: With all of these spiraling storylines and unexpected obstacles,
will I be the heroine or villain of my own story?
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cantankerous
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Posted by Sarah Lynne at 10:53 PM 5 comments
Uneventful days though they may seem,
Strung together on a fragile thread
Reveal something worth looking at.
Under speculation, no second glances
But take a step back and you'll notice
Changes.
So many.
Little ones,
But always there.
Thoughts tumble through my head,
Freshly laundered;
An almost inaudible hum in the background of my mind.
Instead of separating wishes from reality
Now they blend into days full of new ideas
And the reality of the wishes begin to change.
I become now
Me.
Different from perfect visions long ago
But me, nonetheless.
The rips and hems and patches
That once I scorned as imperfections
I now recognize as character.
My character.
Take away your microscope
The magnification no longer applies.
Step away
And take me as I am.
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Intimidated
Underestimated
Slowly degraded
Mostly frustrated.
Hidden potential undiscovered
A
d
o
w
n
h
i
l
l
slope
Too steep to dig in heels
Too many wrong steps
No t h i n g to hold on to
FLAILING
DROWNING
GOING UNDER
almost gone
A sliver of light
Pierces the darkness
and rests upon
your face.
A hand
o u t s t r e t c h e d
waits patiently.
Grasping it;
a realization.
Sufficient strength
only comes with
humility
submission
responsibility
faith
and willingness to accept the strength He offers.
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Both feet are tapping, her breathing is shallow,
Eyes steal a glance at the hands of the clock,
Fingers are fidgety, wiggly, fumbly,
Open-windowed breezes silently mock.
Infinite voices are droning and babbling.
Garbled words, meaningless, hang stale, unheard.
Into one ear and out of the other,
And though no one's list'ning, the time's not deterred.
Seconds are lifetimes, and minutes eons.
Eighty four tiles on the ceiling above.
Doodles on paper: a stick-man with horns.
Stomach is grumbling; an internal shove.
Telephones ringing and printers, they print.
Suddenly, headache: a non-welcome guest.
Finally, BREAKTIME, no moment too soon.
She gone! Now I'll let you SEE the rest.
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